“There Was Just Blackness and I Thought, This Can't Be It” | Christa Maria Feuster's NDE

“There Was Just Blackness and I Thought, This Can't Be It” | Christa Maria Feuster's NDE

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Christa Maria Feuster expert a extremely really hard time during childhood. Than she experienced an all-transforming near-death-experience.

00:00:59 How did it appear about that you preferred to dedicate suicide?
00:02:14 So originally you’d have incredibly extreme goals?
00:02:30 And you had been positive that you would find solutions in excess of there?
00:02:54 What took place when your daily life got totally turned all-around after your suicide attempt?
00:05:10 The abyss of blackness
00:05:46 Did this blackness feel threatening to you?
00:09:23 Would you frequently say that a person’s look at of death crucially styles the procedure of dying? And perhaps even his or her experiences in the other planet?
00:10:58 What differences have you recognized for case in point?
00:12:16 Would you say that your near-death experience reworked your daily life in a lasting way?
00:13:11 Is this spiritual route that you’ve got embarked on similar to this mission?
00:13:51 Have you fulfilled suicidal persons and have you been able to help them?
00:15:07 Can your harness your experiences in this line of perform?
00:16:08 How can we a person in the condition of an present depressed state of mind?
00:18:18 Can there be some kind of general assistance to mitigate the popular panic of death?

Director: Sebastian Depke
Translation: Edda Raab
Editorial contribution: Peter Cox, Heike Funke
Voice-about: Susanne Baumann-Cox, Peter Cox
Editor, Interviewer: Werner Huemer

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  1. She is actually wrong about the western way or Christianity. Its not "childlike", e.g. simply just about going to Church on Sundays or going to Church Bingo night and that's it. The same can be said about most Asian Buddhist's or Hindu's just following their on the "surface" religious or cultural "traditions". There is a deep and rich mystical side of Christianity through contemplation and prayer that connects one deeply to the Divine. She needs to look up and read about the life of the Christian saints, e.g. St. Teresa Avila, John of the Cross, St-Augustine, St-Francis, St Bernard of Clairvaux, Saint Teresa of Lisieux, Friar Réginald Garrigou-Lagrange, Thomas Merton, etc.

  2. Thank you for sharing. I know there are a lot of people hurting too …Please know however, the continuation of life is real indeed…nothing to fear and comforting to know, we'll experience the Light and Love of Jesus.

  3. Very interesting, thank you. I must be very lucky I have always found it easy to meditate I do in naturally I can’t explain it any other way. I was also very lucky to be with my father when he died, it was sad , yes, but not frightening, It was very personal something I was never forget and not to be afraid of.

  4. Ms. Christa Maria Feuster has wonderfully echoed and verified what has been told by rishis or sages in India. One needs to sit by themselves and explore the inner world to realise the truth. However, most of us are incapable of doing that as she found out during her mission, and the hence the importance of a good spiritual guide, a master, a Guru.

  5. I forget chapter & verse in The Acts of the Apostles (New Testament) but this reminds me of the psychic woman exorcised by St. Paul . Her mother's aversion to God doesn't sound good either. I don't think she was possessed but occultic influence seems involved (presences in black space). God's Love and mercy surrounded her because her parents gave her no positive spiritual guidence. God is Love and wants us to love and be kind to each other ( see other NDE's). Besides justice, mercy and kindness you also need to OBEY the 10 Commandments which help us achieve this love along with prayer.
    Jesus is different than all of histories other religious leaders.
    He IS God('s Son). The One who spoke to you. God bless you.
    The meaning of life of love. It is kinetic. The type of eastern meditation you speak of leads to isolation from the family of God …like your black space. When you went into the light you were surrounded by a PERSONAL Presence not an impersonal solitude. I wish you Christ's peace.

  6. There is a scripture in the bible about hell called outta darkness just loneliness because you have denied god, and a relationship with him you are left alone for eternity, and that jesus is light and in him no darkness at all

  7. We are millenary spirits.
    In new edition.
    Essa não é a primeira vez que estamos aqui.
    Já vivemos muitas vidas com muitas pessoas diferentes da nossa atual família
    Voltamos em novos corpos carnais para continuar nossa jornada evolutiva na terra.
    O aprendizado nunca termina.








  8. I find comfort in that it appears our afterlives are tailored to our personality. I am an atheist and wish not to be drugged at the end unless pain is an issue. Atheists tend to be very practical and logical. I hope to be reunited with my family on the other side and expecting my parents to greet me. If there is a god, I have questions!!!

  9. This is how sin comes into the equation. Sin is not something God punishes us for… not at all. Sin is not strict rules set by God to punish us for our bad behavior. It’s like she said, people’s afterlife is shaped by how they lived their life and what they believe. If someone lives their life with hatred, their afterlife will reflect that. I think that’s where hell comes into play. I think it’s also why God wants us to believe in Him… because if we believe in nothing… perhaps our afterlife will reflect that as well.

  10. My goodness. That is exactly what happened to me. The blackness. I was not scared just curious. I was there in that place for a very long time. Then I woke up and more strange things kept happening. I have never spoken about it.

  11. "The ALL", exists between 2 Ends, which are Conceptual Geometric Planes… One is Black the other is White… The Black face contains Awareness, while the White Face contains SELF-AWARENESS or LIFE… I was pronounced "DEAD On ARRIVAL" at a medical center, in 1973… More than half an hour passed, then my heart started beating again… During that time, I "LIFE The Real Self", ( NOT the human entity ) entered the WHITE LIGHT, and have remained in the WHITE LIGHT to this day… I have NOT left the WHITE LIGHT, nor returned as others have reported to have done ! Those who claim to have returned, have NOT recognize WHAT, The WHITE LIGHT really is, and have put a human interpretation on the LIGHT… When we recognize WHAT the LIGHT actually is, and accept it, we remain in The LIGHT…

  12. This is literally one of the most comforting and informative NDEs I've ever watched. She was so articulate and touched on MANY sensitive topics and concerns with personal experience and expertise. Very well done interview! Thanks for sharing